Holy Trinity 4th September 2005

 

 

Introduction

 

Good evening. Today is a special day in the life of Holy Trinity. It’s a day of change, a day of renewal, a day of new beginnings. We have a new staff team. Roger, Alex, Elaine and Rebecca are still with us, and they will provide continuity with what has gone before. But Bill, Dave and Vic are joining us, and they will bring fresh things to us, as they offer their own personality and gifts to the staff team; and together as a church we will grow and change. We must be kind to Dave and Debs, and to Vic, who are leaving behind their familiar jobs, and we must be aware that they are adjusting to a new timetable, a new rhythm of life. And we must be kind to Bill and Sarah, who are adjusting to a different pace and a different world view. Moving continents isn’t just a matter of getting all your stuff into an aeroplane instead of a removal van; it’s a tiny bit more complicated than that.

 

How then are we to adjust, us and them, as we come together? How are we to open ourselves to the new things that God has in store for us, as we work to implement our understanding of his purposes for us in this place? Lots of us wear those bands, WWJD? So, WWJS? What would Jesus have said?

 

Well, I think he would have taken us back to basics. Back to the principles on which we are to found our common life together. Jesus was once asked by a theologian, what is the greatest commandment? And for once he gave a straight answer. This is what he said:

 

You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind. This is the greatest and first commandment. And a second is like it: you shall love your neighbour as yourself. (Matt 22.37-39)

 

So the principle on which we must found everything as set out on our common life is love. So, Roger, Bill, Elaine, Alex, Vic and David: in everything you do you must love God, and you must love the people he has given you to care for. And the same applies to the rest of us, for to many of us God has given the responsibility of leadership, of care for others. We are a church committed to a shared life of ministry, a church where there are no passengers, a church where everyone has a part to play. And for many of us, that means loving others – the members of our cell group, of our young people’s group, of our music group. It’s not complicated, is it, as Jesus put it. Just love God, and love your neighbour. And yet although it’s simple, that doesn’t mean it’s easy. It sounds easy, but it isn’t. It isn’t easy to love God, who we can’t see, when difficulties press all around us. It isn’t easy to love other people, either, when they are struggling, when they themselves are not loving, when they are wounded, when they are have lost the plot. Often I look at people and think, how can it be that God loves this person, when they are so far from him in the way they speak and in the way they behave?

 

So how do we do these things? How do we love God? And how do we love the people he has given us to care for? If we are to do this task we will need more than human resources, more than just a set of good intentions. We will need the resources of the Holy Spirit himself. And that is what we are going to think and pray about this evening.

 

Let’s pray…

 

 

Renewed in God’s love

 

So, the task we face as a team and as a church is to love God, and love others. How are we going to do this?

 

Let me read you the most beautiful verse in the Bible.

 

1 John 4.19 : We love, because he first loved us.

 

This verse was written by John, the youngest disciple of Jesus. Everything that John said and did came out of the knowledge that God loved him. When he wrote his gospel he did not use his own name. He just called himself ‘the disciple whom Jesus loved’ (Jn 13.23). That was who he was. He was someone God loved. And this is what John says about love (1 John 4.7-10):

 

Beloved, let us love one another, because Love comes from God. Whoever loves is a child of God and knows God. Whoever does not love does not know God, for God is love… This is what love is: it is not that we have loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son to be the means by which our sins are forgiven.

 

He sums it up, God is love.

 

And he spells it out, We love because God first loved us.

 

So that’s how we do it. That’s how we love God, and that’s how we do this work of ministry. We do it because we know that we ourselves are loved by God. And so this evening I want to talk about how we can be sure that we have received God’s love. I think that this is the most important lesson of all the lessons we can learn in life, and it is the most important thing we can ever receive: the knowledge that we are loved by God. Without it, most of what we do will fail.

 

 

Knowing God’s love – Ephesians 3.14-21

 

When Paul wrote to the church in Ephesus he knew that if they did not understand how much God loves them, they would not be able to love God and love one another. The love of God would not live inside them. And they would not be able to share the love of God with the people around them.  

 

It is the same with us. That is how love works. I have a husband. I need to know that he loves me. But it is not enough for me to know in my head that he loves me. It isn’t a piece of information I’m after, is it, it isn’t something I can read on a piece of paper or in a book. It’s rather more than that. I have to know it in my heart. I have to feel his love.

 

And so it is with God. Last year I was in Kenya. In Kenya the archbishop is very anxious that the church should recover the love it first had for God. He is afraid that the church is growing complacent, worldly. As the theme of the conference he had chosen the verse from Revelation, ‘repent, and return to your first love’. This he felt was the key to the future for the church in Kenya. And so we asked them, do you know that God loves you?

 

They said no. Our church life is not about relationship, it’s about activities – the choir, the MU, the men’s association. I think that’s often true for us too. We are too busy doing things to stop and allow God to love us. So they chose a conference prayer: Lord, renew your church, and start with me. We prayed that God would send his Holy Spirit and assure them of his love. And he did. Some people were filled with joy. Many heard God speak to them. A little boy was healed. Everyone received a new confidence.

 

This is what Paul wants for the Ephesians. When he writes to them, he tells them that he is praying for them. And what he is praying is this one thing: he is praying that they would know that God loves them. He prays that they will know the love of Jesus that goes beyond knowledge - the love that lives not just in their heads but in their hearts also. He prays that they will feel the love of God. It’s one of the most beautiful prayers in the Bible. Let’s read it.

 

Ephesians 3.14-21

 

For this reason I kneel before the Father, from whom his whole family in heaven and on earth derives its name.

I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.

 

This is our prayer too. It is the prayer we should pray for ourselves, for one another, and for our church. For me it has been a very important prayer. It is a prayer that we will not just understand God, but that we will experience him. It is the prayer that makes our faith come alive. It is the prayer that gives us the power to love God and to love others. It is the prayer that heals us. A 14th century mystic wrote this about God: ‘By love may he be caught and held; by thinking, never’.

 

 

Rooted and grounded in love

 

In this prayer Paul uses different ways of explaining what it is like to be loved by God. He gives us three pictures. Let’s look at them each in turn.

 

First, he uses the picture of a tree. Here it is, drawn by William Mather of SOMA for us to use in Zambia. Paul prays that the Ephesian church will be rooted  in love, and William has drawn deep, red roots, red to remind us of Christ. A Christian who knows that he is loved is like a tree with deep roots. If you do not know that you are loved, you are like a tree with shallow roots. It may be a beautiful tree. But in times of drought, your leaves will wither and die. In times of storm, you will crash to the ground. But if you are rooted deep in the love of Christ, you will reach water deep underground even when there is no rain, and you will stand firm in wind and storm. That water is the living water of the Holy Spirit, who brings life to your mind and heart, who renews you in the knowledge that God loves you, who empowers you to love others. The Holy Spirit is God within you.

 

And then Paul prays that they will be grounded in love. This is the second picture. It is the picture of a house. William has put all the colour into the invisible part of the house, the foundation on which its stability depends. When I know that I am loved, I am like a house built on a solid foundation. When you build a house, you do not build it on the surface of the earth. You dig down. You begin to build below the surface. Then the house will stand firm. It will not be washed away. It will not fall down. Paul prays that we will be like a house built on a solid foundation. For many of us we actually  build on a foundation of our past, our family, our position in life, our ambitions and aspirations. But the only firm foundation is the presence of God’s love in our hearts, and the truth that Jesus died for us.

 

So this is Paul’s prayer for the Ephesians, and his prayer for us too. That we would know the love of God in our hearts. If we know God’s love, we can do anything. If we do not, we will struggle, and it will all just feel like hard work. This is how the Living Bible translates it: ‘may you experience this love for yourselves, though it is so great that you will never see the end of it or fully know or understand it. And so at last you will be filled up with God himself’.

 

Let me ask you a question. When do we most need to know that we are loved? I think the answer is, when things are not going well for us. When life is tough. When things don’t work out as we had hoped. It’s then that we are most like a child, a child who needs a parent’s love.

 

·        When I was in Kenya last year I met a man from Rwanda. He said, ‘I didn’t know Jesus was all I needed until Jesus was all I had’.

 

·        When things are bad for me, I have learnt to pray Psalm 131: ‘oh Lord, my heart is not lifted up, my eyes are not raised too high; but I have calmed and quieted my soul, like a baby in its mother’s arms, my soul is like the baby that is within me.’ Do you know that our relationship with God is modelled  not on our relationship with our earthly father, but on our relationship with our mother? It’s your mother who first points you to God. It’s OK to climb onto his knee and ask him to put his arms around you.

 

 

The love of Christ on the cross

 

Let’s go back to Paul’s prayer for the Ephesians. In verse 18 Paul gives us a third picture of God’s love. He gives us a picture of the cross, a picture which he paints in words, when he prays that we will know how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ. Perhaps he too is thinking of John’s words that we love, because he first loved us. How did God show his love for us? He showed it on the cross of Christ. My daughter Katy has made a picture to go on her bedroom wall. Underneath it she’s written: ‘I asked the Lord, ‘How much do you love me?’ He spread out his arms. ‘This much’, he said, and died.  And so William’s drawn in not just the shape of the cross, the breadth and the length and the height and the depth, but the pain of the cross too - for this is how God showed his love for us. John again:

 

And God showed his love for us by sending his only Son into the world, so that we might have life through him. (1 Jn 4.9)

 

So this is another way of thinking about the love that God has for us. We can think about the cross. The cross helps us to understand that God is not only a God far off, a powerful God, the God who made the world, the God in whom all peoples believe. He is also a God close at hand, a God who loves us, a God who wants to know us, and a God who sent his Son to tell us of his love. God is love. What is love?

 

This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son to be a sacrifice for our sins. (1 Jn 4.10)

 

There are many ways of explaining the cross. But one of the oldest is to see it as an expression of God’s love. Jesus on the cross, his arms held wide. That is the breadth of his love. We did not see it. But we must not forget it. You were far from God. You had done nothing to deserve God’s love. And yet he came close to you. He held out his arms. He loved you. He loved you for no other reason than that he loves you. You can do nothing to earn his love. You just receive it. It covers everything that you are and everything that you do. That is the breadth of God’s love.

 

And then Paul prays that they will know the length of God’s love. God’s love stretches through time. God loved you before you were born. Perhaps you have not always known that. I was not brought up as a Christian, and I did not know God. But God knew me. He knew every day of my life before even one of them had come to pass. I have 3 children. I love them. I remember the day they were born. But it seems to me now that they have always existed. It seems to me that they have always been a part of me. That is how it is with God. We exist in eternity. We were held in his love before we were conceived. And we will be held in his love after we die. I have a grandmother. She died 15 years ago. She was 95 years old.  But to me she still lives. She lives on in eternity. She lives in the love of God. She is not dead, she is just not here. And that is the length of the love of God. His love is as long as the lives of all our ancestors, I say in Africa; and they all nod. That they understand.

 

And then Paul prays that they will know the height and the depth of Christ’s love. Think of the height. It stretches to heaven. Often people have looked for God on the top of a mountain. We know that we cannot reach to heaven, so we look to the mountains. The highest mountain I’ve seen is Mount Kilimanjaro. I’ve flown over it. It sticks out above the clouds like a pimple in a cotton wool sea, and it’s white with snow. It’s amazing. But we were above it, and God wasn’t on top. In Kenya they told us that God is called Ngai, and he lives on the summit of Mount Kenya. But even Everest itself does not reach to God. But the love of Christ does.

 

And lastly, Paul prays that they will know the depth of the love of Christ. What does this mean? Well, ask yourself, what is it you want to be loved for? What sort of love are you after? Why do I need God to love me? I need him to love me because I do not love myself. Why do I not love myself? Because I know that I have weaknesses. I have faults. I am not satisfied with myself. I know that in the depths of my soul there are things which are not good. And it is into those depths that I need the love of Christ to reach.

 

And Paul says that they do. Those things don’t matter. You are loved with a love that goes right down into the depths. You are loved with a love that is truly unconditional. You are loved not because you are perfect but because you are you,  made in the image of God, totally acceptable to the Father who created and called you. When I begin to understand that this is the kind of love I am being offered, it is a bit of a shock. It is, as Paul says, more than I could have asked for or imagined. It makes me see myself in a totally new way. It goes deep, deep into my soul. It goes far deeper than any human love.

 

 

Loving one another

 

So God loves us. And that, if it runs like water in our hearts and stands like rock beneath our feet, is what makes us able to love him and to love one another. John goes on,

 

Dear friends, if this is how God loved us, then we should love one another. No one has ever seen God, but if we love one another, God lives in union with us, and his love is made perfect in us.             1 Jn 4.11-12

 

 

And that’s the task before us now. It’s something we have to do together. In fact, it’s something which really can only be done together. And that brings us back to our new staff team. It was in a team that I first discovered that God loves me. I was away on mission, far from home. I was not sure I was a particularly good team member, not sure I had much to offer; I knew God had sent me but I wasn’t all that sure that he loved me. But in that team I discovered something. I discovered that I was sent not as an imperfect individual, but as part of a perfect whole. Paul tells the Ephesians that the church is like a body, in which all the members are different and all are important. He is writing to them together, teaching them to live their faith out together. And as the days went past, I discovered that when the body functions together, it has no weaknesses, only strengths. Because where one is weak, the others are strong. And so I learnt to accept myself, to know that God loves me and approves of me just as I am, for what I bring and not for what I lack.

 

So, David. You have weaknesses. You know what they are. They burn inside you. Vic, it’s the same for you. It’s the same for you, Roger, for you too Alex, Elaine, Bill. But in a team it’s not your weaknesses that count, it’s your strengths. A team united by love becomes a body of people who are adding together their strengths. The body is complete, for it is the body of Christ. That is so in this staff team. It’s so in every cell of this church, and in the church as a whole. We add strengths and subtract weaknesses. And so it is that we learn to see one another as God sees us, and in turn to become what we are made to be.

 

So, we must love God, and we must love one another. Jesus said, By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another (Jn 13.35).  John, the disciple whom Jesus loved, remembered it: If we love one another, God lives in us, and his love is made perfect in us…(1 Jn 4.12). That’s the way forward – for your cell, for this church, for this city, for this country.

 

 

A time of prayer

 

And so I would like us to pray together that we will know the love of God in our hearts. We’ve looked at all the positives, the invitation to be rooted and grounded in the love of God. But before we can pray we also need to clear out some of the negatives. That is, we need to know what it is that prevents us from experiencing the love of God.

 

We are born with empty hands. And yet somehow we have a great talent for picking things up.We start young. When I was a child I am told I used to pick up worms and stones, and put them in my mouth. We do that. We pick up the wrong things, and we carry them with us as burdens, small ones to start with, then ones that are bigger and bigger. So William drew a fourth picture, a man carrying a heavy burden. It’s a common enough sight in Africa. Here our burdens are less visible, but they are all the heavier for that. Are you carrying burdens which stop you from opening your hands and your hearts to God, and receiving his love?

 

*     Are you carrying a burden of sin? John tells us that if we say we have no sin, the truth is not in us; but if we confess our sins, God is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness. So if there are things in your life which trouble you, things which keep you from God, speak to him about them now, as we pray. Ask for his forgiveness. Think of those things as a burden which you are carrying on your head. You don’t have to carry it. You could just choose to put it down. The invitation is there.

 

*     Or perhaps you are carrying a burden of pain. Perhaps people have hurt you or rejected you. Perhaps your life has been really difficult, and it is hard to believe that God truly loves you. You don’t have to carry that pain either, you can choose to put it down. Offer it to God and ask for his healing. He too feels your pain. Pray the prayer that Paul prayed, and ask that you would be strengthened in your inner being through the power of the Holy Spirit.

 

*     Or perhaps it’s just the voices and values of the world which crowd in on you, hassle you, tell you you need this and you need that, thrust burdens into your arms without you so much as realising that it’s happening. But you don’t need these things. All you need is to know that you are loved. I read a poem once by a man dying of cancer. As he faced death, he asked and answered this question:

 

And did you get what

you wanted from this life, even so?

I did.

And what did you want?

To call myself beloved, to feel myself

beloved on the earth.

 

                                                (Raymond Carver)

 

Imagine yourself on your deathbed. What do you want to take with you? For me, it’s the knowledge that I am loved.

 

As you pray, use the pictures. Think of the tree with deep roots. Think of the house with strong foundations. Think of Jesus on the cross with his arms held wide. Open yourself to God and ask him to speak to you.